Celibacy....

...sucks already. Although I have realized that this really isn't self-imposed celibacy. If I could get laid right now, I would, but then I would get obsessed and then depressed. Apparently my brain has a hard time accepting that someone would never want to see me again after sex. I mean what man in his right mind wouldn't want to have sex with me over and over? Right? Shut up brain, no seriously you and my heart just need to shut up.